Last night I was laying in bed just listening to music like I usually do and this song started playing on my Pandora station.
If you don’t know who this artist is then you need to get acquainted with his artitstry. He is Frank Ocean and he has been out for awhile. The song that has kind of made him a household name (on YouTube at least) is his song, “Thinking About You” which has garnered covers from celebrity singers to amateurs alike.
There is nothing extra ordinary about this song but it made me realize that I don’t have this feeling about anyone that he is singing about.
Jealous much? Not sure. I know I can but I have trust issues.
Drake sang it best…….
There is no defining moment that came but rather I’m wary of other people behavior. I know that I can be quite indecisive but when someone else adds there “issues/insecurities/confusion/crazy“ into the mix it makes me step back and observe rather than test drive.
My little sister asked me a question last night that made me step back and think.
“Jennifer what happens when no man can fit this standard that you have created…what next?”
Not really answering the question, I mumbled some bullshit and changed subject.
What the hell am I really looking for??